Something you have to understand is that happiness will come. I promise you, it will come. I know you are tired and drained from all those cliche quotes that go on about how everything happens for a reason. I know that reading this does not make you feel better.
If anything, it just makes it worst.
You feel like no one gets you.
No one has that ghost inside them. The uninvited ghost who suddenly appeared to make your life miserably sad. It takes over your body and thoughts – destroying you. It makes your mind want to escape from your own being. It sucks. As simply complicated as that: it sucks. But, I am telling you that ghost will disappear. I don’t know if it came with a purpose or if someone made it appear. I do know though, that behind all that confusion, sadness and madness, happiness will come. Sooner or later, it will come. Because you deserve to have your fucking happy ending too.
When that time comes I want you to tell this to the next person that the ghost tries to kill. Perhaps, you can kill it first like I hope I did with the ghost inside you right now by giving you what you thought was inexistent. I am giving you hope. With hope everything is possible, even the fading of your unwanted partner – the ghost of depression.
Hope that someday your happiness will come, even if it only visits you for a couple of minutes. Hope for a reason to smile. Hope to keep on living. Hope for brighter days and a bluer sky. Just, hope.
But remember: Life will always hurt, because if it doesn’t, it will lose its purpose.